unfulfilled dreams

[ghostdriver]

My wife Valerie died suddenly on June 18th - a heart related problem. She never got to get involved in racing after she found out about her heart condition as it might not have been a good idea to race and have a cardiac problem. We talked a number of times about whether to try to risk it or not and we decided that her life was more important than racing. Has anyone else been through anything like this?

For the people that make it big they get all kinds of attention if they pass, but the regular people like my wife I was lucky to have a few cards and 65 people to show up at the service.

I've actually thought about racing myself a few times since she died but it's a crazy thought - absolutely crazy. Why all of a sudden would I think of something like that? I guess it is possible..

Thanks

Rick